…will make you nauseated, tired and grumpy! Year 2019 has not been great for my photography hobby. Camera gear gathered dust on the shelf while I spent most of my free time just by being sick. I was too busy feeling gross at home to run around and shoot stuff; the only exercise I got was the 10 meter interval training from the bottom of the couch to the toilet seat.
I’ve never made a big fuss about it, but I’ve had a serious case of a chronic illness known as Crohn’s Disease since I was in my late teens. Although the disease made my life a living hell when I was young, surgeries and medication have kept the inflammation mostly in control since then. I was able to live a normal life for the last decade. Perhaps due to all the mental stress, things took a turn to worse in the end of the last year. I had a so called flare up. Dr. Crohn was back with a vengeance, this time with a new set of symptoms.
I had forgotten how it is to live on the terms of a sickness. It literally STINKS! Although I didn’t have severe pain this time, I had to plan everything with the proximity and availability of a toilet in my mind. Business trips are particularly challenging; there was one visit to Zürich last May I was scared if I can make it back home on my own at all. Fortunately I was able to get a level upgrade to business class. Sitting in the first row just in front of an exclusive toilet made the return trip a bit easier (for me, not necessarily to the other passengers).
The progressive tax rate in Finland is absolutely bonkers, so I refuse to use private doctors. Although I am grateful that there’s free public health care, holy mother of god does it have A LOT to improve! The specialists themselves are excellent, but getting help is a chore. Things happen on a glacial pace when you finally do get care. After months of waiting I finally gained access to a new medication, and the initial results are fortunately encouraging. Unfortunately that sweet stuff costs worth of a small car every year! At least I’m finally getting some return on all the tax money. The downside is that for the time being, we are permanently stuck living in Finland.